Darkness is a coming..

the last few weeks have been extremely strange,

it's gone from being light at 8pm to dark at 6pm so quickly...
every day last week it got darker and darker until now the street lights are on when i leave at 720am...
it's like someone has flicked a switch and there you go winter has arrived

the clocks go back here an hour on the weekend, though i've been assured it will only be light in the mornings again for a week or so, before the darkness once again returns! (though excited that for one whole week i might run into people online! yay!)

it's easy to see why people get depressed come winter time..

though still loving this lovely city...

i'm into my home stretch now, with just one more week to go before i move away... i find it hard to believe my fairy tale of a life is almost over here, it feels as if i've been here a week or so, yet i've been here 6 weeks... time has certainly flown past..

it's a city where the more i see the more i love, and the more i want to experience!

i'll definitely be back up this way hopefully sooner rather than later

the job offers have come rolling in thick and fast since i said yes to preston...

i could have been heading to oxford, or back to glasgow... (oxford would have been awesome!)

but i'm actually starting to look forward to being in preston again...

definitely something you don't think will happen when you're doing agency work where ever it pops up...that you'll get a position back in the same hospital...

this whole trip is about seeing and experiencing as much as i can.

some people don't reckon i should have gone back to preston, and in some ways i agree. though you'll be thankful to know that i did think long and hard about it before jumping into it again.. and i think it's the best idea at the moment...
though in saying that, i wouldn't be going back if Y wasn't so close to it

i also have this great idea if only i could get in contact with the boss there to see if i could have a few days off... but do you think i can catch her... nope...

will have to try again... fingers crossed that she say yes!

thinking of hiring a car for the weekend i move back down that way, so that i can just pack all my growing crap and just drive, rather than just getting the train... (the trip up was bad enough!!!) i really need to do something about that.


does anyone ever thing horrific thoughts..

i'm talking thoughts of injuries that could..

or am i just odd..

like walking down steep sets of stairs, i imagine falling and breaking arms etc...
walking along the road, imagining being hit by buses...

just random things...

i think i've just lost my mind... maybe i've been at work too much..

still living in the crazy land at work...
it's a full moon soon,

got pus'd on today! totally gross and right before lunch... totally took the appetite away!

then we hd this crazy lady who for some reason took great delight in talking to inanimite objects and hurled abuse at me as i tried to remove the drip stand... mmmm

not to mention the ones that just vanish... (why is it that i have that effect on people!?!)

anyways this was just a totally random post, which really makes no sense at all...

i have so many thoughts running through my mind right now i have no idea where to even start...
so i'll leave it a little till i get it in some reasonalble order!