BB UK style..

well i have to say i was curious with the Big Brother over here, as all we ever hear about it is how crazy it is, and how they only ever put people in to make headlines..

doesn't seem too crazy yet... they've just put in 11 females, ranging from 18-60... and the rumor is that a boy goes in there in a few days...

it's weird watching BB without gretal... though the person that hosts it, kind of looks similar...


on another note:
Renata headed off to begin her adventures today... and i'll meet up with here over in Cologne, a week from saturday...

it doesn't feel as though i'm leaving here for good... you'd think i'd be stressing out completely, trying to organise myself... hopefully it wont come to a last minute packing... throw everything in type of thing...

i think i'm in denial just a little... trying not to think it's happening... you know the whole if i don't think about it, it wont happen...

it's been the same the whole way round... i don't feel as though big goodbyes are warrented... i'll be back, and will no doubt end up catching up with people at random times... whether in this country or another...

it's not a goodbye... it's a see you later!

Claire is back tommorrow (we think) from her adventures in south america, so hopefully we'll be able to sort out if i can leave my overly huge suitcase some where in the flat, and just come up and pick it up when i get back to the uk... or if i have to lug it out to N's house over the weekend...

trying to find somewhere that sells sleeping bag inner sheets, or even a small lightish suitcase... thinking it might make for a good linnen arrangement for some of the places i'll be staying in... actually read what was included, and i once again get to rough it a few nights at a camp ground... so i'm going prepared this time round! :O) but cant seem to find any places that sell them...

going to spend most of my weekend living in the moment....

trying not to think that i'll be leaving just a week later... i think it's better that way... have a whirlpool of emotions and thoughts flowing found in my mind right now... why do i have to go and make things difficult for myself!?!